living 19th July 2020

Just because our graduation ceremony was cancelled, our school gave us 2 free courses. 

I wish that they could just give us cash instead!

Having no choice, I took a diploma (Conversion) website and programming.

Html was alright, css was alright but the nightmare was the python!

Omg. I seriously have no idea why I keep hearing the word "print"

Its just too boring.

Today is the day I should be attending a graduation ceremony. However, due to the Covid-19 pandemic, the graduation ceremony was cancelled..

Therefore the school decided to give us a virtual graduation ceremony.. Haha.

To me, being able to pass my last examination after 3 tries and attain the diploma is a dream come true situation.

I could have failed and never receive the diploma at all.

Specially thankful to my father and mother who is constantly taking care of me. Some caring classmates who is willing to take me in your group projects and some supportive lecturers who will give me moral support. I am thankful. It was a pleasant and painful experience for me. Nonetheless, I am finally a graduate! 

The last time I blog it was in 2017. Omg. Now in 2020. I am finally done with my education in Polytechnic.  👩🏻‍🎓

I have been so chill and I didnt bother blogging. It's really been awhile. 

I wonder who still uses blogspot? No offence  to blogger. When I first started using blogspot, I was only 14 years old. 😄

How did I even know how to use blog was because of my class mate influence.

I swear I was never a tech geek but I was just influence so.. it's been.... 16 years since 2004.

Time flies.

#graduated

🤣

Is education really necessary to prove one self worth?
Is GPA all about a person's personality?

Life is not an exam. Life is an experience.

Throughout the years of education experience, I came to the conclusion that people are only concern of your results not because they want to celebrate your victory but they want to see how much you are taking their results away from them and plan to beat you down into bits and pieces.

I notice that the ironic about school life was when people start being concern about me only when I receive my results and GPA. Even people that don't even know or speak to me in school.

What happens when everyone's equally gung ho and kia su.

What differentiate one from the other?

#willievergraduate

So I am done with 2 years but now its gonna be a new beginning in the new environment and it's gonna be a 3 torturous years!

Orientation begins next Monday... That is so fast. :000000000 #willievergraduate? Hahas.

It's gonna be a new beginning again and #willievergraduate?

Follow me on this journey to find out!

Okay, so I have finally graduated and I am now accepted to the school of my choice..... It's been a rough journey.....................

Dearest readers, (If there is really reader la.)

I am so happy to announce that I had finally graduated with a CERT!!

I am so happy and it felt so surreal!

I am happy that I had scored a GPA of 4.

#ORDGRADUATELO
#IAMSOHAPPYNOW

To all who has been following this blog on my journey to pursue an education.

I am finally. Done!!!!

With the last paper.

Hahas.

Oh well, now it's all about the results.

Boohoo.

#willievergraduate?

Anyways, I am so happy new that I cannot contain my joy!!!

I cannot stop smiling albeit, I am so tired of waking up at 4am to start studying.

It has been the upmost challenging journey facing a problem I can never describe.

Whatever it is..

This too shall pass. Hopefully.

Signing off.

Till then on the 9th of April.

#willievergraduate?

Today is the last exam before I officially graduate.

Will I make it?

#willievergraduate?

Just one last paper before it comes to the end of my journey.
#willievergraduate?

Tomorrow is the last day of school and it marK's the end of m. 2 year. #wilwillievergraduate?

10 days from today and it will be gone for good.
It will be the last paper I will seat.
Will I make it?
Yesterday night I had my 1st ever STUDY MARATHON.
And nope, it's not about running but studying 24/7!!!
And my fingers are pain from writing......
Sounds ironic, isn't it.
This paper will dictate my future.
WISH ME LUCK, PLEASE!!!!
#willievergraduate?

Tomorrow is D day to key in my new school application and in 2 weeks from today, it's my exam and on the 11th of MARCH I officially say goodbye to this schoooooooooolllll

#willievergraduate?

The worst part is forgetting about everything you had learnt.
#willievergraduate?

In a month from today.............
#willievergraduate?

In just another 5 weeks from today if I am able to be determine enough.....
#willievergraduate?

6 more weeks before this shit ends.
#willievergraduate?

7 more weeks before everything comes to an end. Will I ever make it?
#willievergraduate?

Since when did educating me becomes a form of entertainment when I seek for help and the teacher could say, if we have time, we will definitely entertain you. Seriously?
#willievergraduate

The worst part is to study so hard and ended up coming out something else.. #willievergraduate?

读了忘了读了忘了真的完了..
#willievergraduate?

All answers are staring right before me. But I have no idea what is coming out and is it even possible to insert every answers in my brain. I ain't a computer. Arghhhhhhhh. #willievergraduate?

When the question in exam is easy, it's so sian. Then when the question in exam is difficult, it so scary. *SIGHHHHHHH

#willievergraduate?

Biggest challenge is when there is no right or wrong answer. And it really sucks.

#willievergraduate?

Reading notes and writing notes is a part of studying and preparing for the exam but the problem is..
how.am.I.gonna.put.all.the.notes.into.my.head.and.identify.the.questions.in.the.exam?
#willievergraduate?

Doing well require a lot of determination and perserverance.. I am lacking in it.
#willievergraduate

This morning upon heading for school all I ever thought was it'd be over soon. Albeit a 4 pointer, I told myself no one even believes in my achievement. But the call in this afternoon really made my day,.. I shall blog more about it tomorrow.

As much as how I really want to do well,  it seems like it doesn't sink into the brain and slip away in a couple of days. Grrgh.

Reading theory notes seems like a sleeping pills to me!!! :0000
#willievergraduate

I really have no idea what I am reading
I really have no idea what I am memorizing
What else can I ever do with my life?
#willievergraduate

每一天希望不会绝望
每一天希望不会放弃
#willievergraduate?

Do I have a choice?..

#willievergraduate

When you are tired, everything just doesn't sink in at all. -_- ToT
-willievergraduate

What can I ever do if I could accomplish without an achievement? Isn't it meaningless? What was I ever suppose to do in life?Why does everything seem to tough?Will there even be a future for me?
- Willievergraduate

Reading into some sense really is a challenge when nothing seems to sink in.
- willievergraduate

Study and forget study and forget study and forget. DAMM SIAN LEH. How to pass???!?!?

You don't expect me to give you all the answers. Aren't you a bitch. >:@
- willievergraduate

Awesome stuff learnt in school.

- willievergraduate

Hi guys, I have been through these for countless of times.
But without being a graduate.
Sometimes, I think I am asking for too much.
Sometimes, I wanted to meet the expectations of others.
Sometimes, I wanted to be accepted.
Till I had forgotten who I am, what I wanted.
Sometimes, I just wonder is this life?
Is education everything that can ever offer me?

#Willievergraduate

This is how it all began.
I hope I will graduate.
I really hope so.
I do not want to go into circles ever again.
I hope my last blog post entry will be a post on GRADUATE>.................................
Wish me luck and follow me through this journey.